welcome

2007-04-01T01:40:00.000+08:00

send me mail at jaspersu20@hotmail.com im fucking bored, see

2007-01-28T21:28:00.000+08:00

i cant msg you at lunch tomorow,my phones not working ):

2007-01-28T00:50:00.000+08:00

steve vai is god,justins gold collection is trully amazing,then his songs in his song device is too,i wish we could work together,after a long break not using vox i feel ive improved on control and sound,now my aim,is to get bad horsie i think its possible though i havent heard anyone do it like steve vai,but dimebag's was good,though i cant understand the morley effects thing,and to the other jasper,stop disturbing my tagboard

2007-01-26T23:16:00.000+08:00

i dont care about anything else,but you really keep me thinking

2007-01-25T17:01:00.000+08:00

breakfast was scary,i had to force my self to eat baked beans,hope,we wont have to go back there again,at first i thought iced milo wasnt going to eat,but after finnishing the toast hers was gone,so i had to eat mine and it was scary like fuck,8 to 5 in skool dosent seem really long.we left class early then went with radzi and karima to relax at the lockers,while the est were having pie,then we went to 04-02 when it was supposed to be 0204 and radzi is super blur then we went to do things for the class in the meeting room at the staff room and we had tons of sucking up to do so we got lots of chocolate from other module teachers,then we went with 2 other beauty theraphy managers to eat,then went back to class,then finnished up work super quickly then left with the china boy.then went to class and saw the bryan's mum looking woman,super ow, after skool i went with chew you and cow to ljs at tampenis there we had fucking fun,and the tables around one obese jc girl was spreading her legs super yuck,but next table was a nice sac girl,then we were talking all the crap we could afford till kenny,spider and geraldine came,then we went to watch ghost tunnel,actually was supposed to be happy birthday,but spider and i were scared but its ok,after pissing i felt brave (: so we went to watch,the show was ok,not so scary,but lots of shocks,and scares,half way through the guy in front awoke when he burped himself awake,the rest of the show was laughing for us so i didnt really know what happened in the movie,after the show went to watsons to look at silicon lego, cotton sticks,and the golden item,(; $25.60 for 1 even though i wont use,i have never seen in real life before hhahahah.i couldnt copy the work because i still dont know how to copy,and i dont have clip arts,and theres too much i just dont know,so i just did the fucking tablethen went to sleep,today was shit,4 hours of computer work,ahhh,had to tay back,then jbl wanted to see me,then had to go to his office,take picture,ask,why i transfer,and ask about hobbies,cca,community work,what for?then went to cafe 2 for lunch then joked about the lost swimmer(swam to malaysia then to indonesia,and tour receivers,holding out his name on a card at the harbour,swimming on the spot,mimicking him,swimming in his water bed and videoing himself,ice milo's laugh is super,i see that the bst boys are still girl intensive,asking if anyone i know whos pretty and available,hahah so sad,but its the same here

2007-01-23T19:11:00.000+08:00

sorry mum but today your nagging really cut through well,so next time just keep quite becasue silence is golden and please dont be influenced by other families,and i ts not my fault i burnt your food,it was already burnt (: and next time dont blame me if i dont like dinner (: its the first time in months i offed silent mode,went waited for around half and hour plus after walking out on my mum then went to parkway with elisa and kelvin then ate at burger king,the meat was burnt maybe its revenge?but at least revenge is tasty just like kelvin and me 's pee.after went to buy sweets at giant then took 12 to skool,maybe will go back to gm with plaster woman next month,then i can see my shorter haired friends hahaha,god please help me type faster,and be smarter,becasue i dont want to fail my testes? or is it exmans?just let me pass,thank you god,ill try wearing polo t again tomorw i still feel its warmer wearing polo t than wearing skool shirt,skool starts early tomorw better remember to set alarm coorectly

2007-01-21T21:51:00.000+08:00

we are so different but it dosent bother me,becasue i know what i want

2007-01-20T23:26:00.000+08:00

sorry little lin,i was away,completed the main parts of canon in d classical,quite easy,but still cant memorize it,god,please remove the bee from my room,thank you.i dont know why,when i listen to mp3 songs it just dosent hit me,but when justin plays metallica its like whoa,so how?i asked for as tears go by next week,hope i can get it,though i think therell be lots of chords

2007-01-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

beast and the harlot,burn it down,blinded in chains,bat country,trashed and scattered,seize the day,sidewinder,M.I.A,the wicked end,strength of the world,betrayed,beast and the harlot live,all together,non stop,after pe,was full a7x harcore,i was sweating all over the earphones cant even stay on so i had to plaster it on my ear :/ after that went to coffee club all sweaty and nice,and the shirt tag was on the whole day,pe was crap,so much running,i still feel the track makes me numb,next week its the stairs,forgot to sign in in skool today,after skool went to penis to buy strings for doodle and me,6.50 compared to 8.50s better saw imran in the train he still looks like the simsons and he went to penis to get strings too (: went to doodles house,changed his fucking strings on his fucking fender,so fucking hard,after changing i tried burnout 4 too scary for me,so helped him clean his guitar,his M.I.A intro is great,now im aiming for canon in d (: hopefully in a few weeks if glenn can do it i can too,im hardcore,im metal,i use GHS (not anymore soon )

2007-01-18T16:31:00.000+08:00

is something wrong with my tagboard?

hear the haunting words

lost children with no heart are crying

and you're the lost mother they're calling

go now,run and hide

i hear them cry at night

outside when the planets are falling

they want to feel and know you hear them

dark in their hearts

i can feel it burn inside of me

tormented young with no souls,haunting me

pain in their lives all they know is misery

take these chains away that are holding me down

i promised you,i still feel the same

but i wish you could do more,you dont even tell me

i dont know,but its discouraging,is ur plan working?

youre so much to me,youre my mood controller

i still do

2007-01-17T16:47:00.000+08:00

was late today,no computer lessons today,and i saw one damn clear u.s,today made up for yesterday night,i think i know you better now,i think thisclass totally kicks the shit out of bstf,had to do suggestions and calls so much and had to bring spiders friend and the new girl to buy books,but i think its still the starting :/ iced milo's laughing is scary and the chinese really seem chinese,they even argue in chinese and write loke poems in chinese amazing :/

2007-01-16T19:44:00.000+08:00

woohoo great hair day,though i had to tuck my hair in and spray it sideways so the form teacher wont catch (: the class was great today,i think they helped me do most of the computer work,since i was one letter behind them and always needing guidance,i feel quite stupid,giving out so many numbers and not collecting any,and she appointed me treasurer or monitor lah damn,the ex class didnt even know i transfered those blur dicks,and always the chinese butt graber and the MOS ticket seller,asking for nice girls to intro to them,the rest would say,eh you are jasper right?you dropout?i think CAs are in a few weeks so i need to stop day dreaming,and they are important,i htink something about GPA something that is something important,today the computer teacher said aiya jasper you die lah,dont know why you do on the computer also,if you do this during the exam you wont even get a mark,so i wonder how,tomorw,spider says there will be a prettier girl than her,so lets see (:

2007-01-15T19:54:00.000+08:00

whoa i really hate computer work though im better now,ven you should replace me,finally got a locker,time to lighten the load,my memory cards not working so no songs and pics,wonder what happened to the plaster woman,but im getting well with the class

2007-01-12T15:56:00.000+08:00

shit piss cunt cock fuck,went to the function room today,hardly anyone else except the beauty therapy groups and me,such a stressfull feeling,they were amazing later on,someone joined me,then this jbl looking man took us to class,the class is better,and the girls look like humans,i suck at the computer thing full of fucking crap,i think its stupid to send letter through the com,writing is so much better dont need to bother about spacing capital letters fonts,typing,size,picture size,allignment and so much ive never heard of,so i just did the letter sloppily and mine was the only one with 2 pages,so i had to stay back and redo it with the damn teacher,and we still got to bring $100 for books and give her the balance wtf it means,youtube is down,yuou are busy,my fingers are torn,my shoes are soaked,i just got to blog

2007-01-11T19:18:00.000+08:00

today was a shit full day,the coms slow like fuck,only bleach is loading fast,went to skool they told me to start tmrw,so i came online at arnd 8+ and only nat was online,after that went crystal jade for lunch,there were tons of kc girls at parkway,they all look great,after that came home and had fun talking to cindy,then she went for her date hahaha,now im stuck at ep62,hope 110 comes out soon,you were do nice to me today,you even called me somehting i have not heard for so long,i loved today,but something i forgot came back when i went there

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2007-01-10T17:13:00.000+08:00

yay,managed to get transferred to office,hope the class is better,today class was havoc,i learned about aids,i learned about cafe 1,and i learned that no one ever holds the door open,except me.theres was 2 horrecess for group one today,but lucky ours only 1 hr.the beauty therapy girls are angels,but the rest are quite scary sausage hair came back today,and his hair was shoulder length man,amazing

2007-01-09T22:42:00.000+08:00

woah,skool was shit today,went with plaster girl for lunch at pizza hut then went home to sleep,then ate shitty dinner,and couldnt finish it,doodle introduced me to chacha,its quite ok,though not as fun as i expected,but great to waste time on (:

2007-01-08T22:36:00.000+08:00

fuck,ite is a wild place,the hair is wild,the dressing is wild,the student smoke like fuck at the bus stop,when security is so nearby,the rules are stupid,like long hair,no caps,no dyed hair,black shoes,smoking,littering,all dosent seem to work,maybe dicipline is like wiping ass?the toilets are as sour as before,and the seats and everything is stained in pee,and the doors are low like fuck,and the guys stare like amber,but the basketball things are impressive,looks like acrane,though it makes no difference for me,somehow i think im taller and i can reach the hoop this time,theres a super tiny midget there,and a retard kid in class who keeps getting disturbed,dismissed early,then went home straight,ate satay,then went to find geraldine and shuhui at bata,then went to kfc to eat,then wasted time till around 8.05 then we left,im maintaining my weight at 67 and thats great,woohoo,there was that strange feeling in the darkness on the short ride home,hope no one noticed :/ en-lin have you checked the table?today is the day you quit again and again im proud of you (: had the longest conversation with jessica today and i noticed shes so much like candice,maybe theyre long lost sisters?Alcatrazz is amazing,their songs are made in 1984 and they still sound good today,i tried mandrin vodka with tropicana orange juice just now and now im burning with pleasure,its incredible how much people transfer at simei station,working ladies,to jc students,to ite students,to mums,all types,exceppt some,super amazing

2007-01-08T01:37:00.000+08:00

have fun at work tomorow queen V

2007-01-07T23:40:00.000+08:00

ven!get well soon,skool tmrw,lousy pants,lousy shirt,no skool shoes,belt,socks,wtf should i do?i didnt get any solos done,i didnt stay up,im going to be obese

2007-01-07T02:04:00.000+08:00

fachow! justin showed me his songs,so sad man,but full of crazy skill,im not sure if i dare to ask him to teach me,love is all around me,but you dont love me,he detuned my strings,and i just managed to tune it back,due to strong memory,i decided not to sleep and play till my fingers rot then go to church,im going to get bat country solo,walk solo,seize the day solo,smoke on the water solo,all must be done if not ill ask candice to eat me,and luckily she saved me when i was about to die,well nuts are lucky,and i hope her hair is longer so they can take a longer time to dry,woo hooo,i wrote move on my fingers,becasue i know after half hour they will tremble,yesterday 30 mins on the boomers made my fingers swell,today 5 mins made it bleed,now got prepare everything,hi fi,amp,tissues,lube,cds,and vitamin pills,i hope i dont die from overdose,im going to try 4 a day from now on (: watch over me angels,ahhh,ive just heard shocking news,better finnish this up,so the nut eater can read (: byebye

2007-01-06T16:06:00.000+08:00

damn,109 with english subtitles still not out,time to do guitar,jasmine and glenn went to sentosa to watch dolphins,they must be sweating like mad hahahahaha

2007-01-05T16:04:00.000+08:00

2007-01-05T15:55:00.000+08:00

damn.i woke up at 11 and couldnt sleep anymore,went to bedok to buy food,then i tried making a new solo,first time i got back ache,skools starting on monday,not too excited,doodles in mac p,timid is in gm,and i heard he is botak because of the skool barber,but its quite unbelievable,i wonder if he will commit suicide,even if mr gauge tells him to cut his hair he seems to be in a state of depression so i ownder how is he.i forgot what day is guitar class on anymore,is it saturday or monday,but my finers are swollen so cant play for sometime,i think i was practicing pentatonic too much,i hope you have fun today,i know you wouldnt bother,so have fun anyway

2007-01-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

i realised fake fear today,the mango fudge woman,trully powerfull,not to be messed with,i better pull up my socks :/

2007-01-04T17:24:00.000+08:00

i let the feelings out but i feel the same.maybe jsb stopped working,since i left it unused for so long

2007-01-04T00:30:00.000+08:00

shit,went to semei,to waste time there,but was worth the trip to see a fellicia chin look-a-like,then fatter that went to meet the ever late geraldine,went to vivo to eat dicks and buy mud slipons,then went to meet timid at orchard,and took care of the depressed depresso,we went to 2001,and its the first i saw his timidness,he didnt stay in for more than 10 secs?then he went to cut his hair at haru and me and the evil woman ate icecream at gelare,then went he was done his hair looked like a bird from a cartoon,but it should be ok if our hair were short too,after that me and the evil went to vivo to get drinks and a damn bag,thanks to her searched 20% i managed to buy the cursed addidas bag,herman li speaker was serving us,hes super cool,then went to this strange place to drink,then went home,nice sky,nice rain,nice dinner,retrenched shirt.you spin me nice,you are nice to me at 12,you wrecked me at 00,you confused yourself at 00:25 but you wont confuse me,because im a dead nut,im begging you please dont go..

2007-01-02T00:20:00.000+08:00

2006 is gone

timid:no more confusion,shock,sadness,worries,enjoy your new found friends

doodle:no more a7x,wednesday creation,$1 apple tea,malay food and laksa,hair checks,and you know what

kamal:no more massages,and arm wrestling

shermy:no more project gotham

geller:no more dirty talking

alvin:no more english lessons from me

ivan:R.I.P i wont mimic you and disturb you anymore,unless..

eugee:i think i spent 80% of my crap on you,and i think its the end,unless we ever go out anymore

alex:my hair is growing

i heard the total guitar version of seize the day,its was fucking good,though sounds very clean and sweet,still trying to get i t into a folder,tell me if you know how

2006-12-31T21:04:00.000+08:00

christmas,was boring,the food was crazy,lamb,chicken,pig,turkey,sushi,beef,soup,potato salad,cakes.i got a present from dad.TO JASPER,MERRY X'MAS YOUR GIFT FROM ME : -belt + t-shirt,and it was all on paper,how cool,i thought he was getting me the surround sound thing from best,because mum got a digital camera,jasmine got an n73 jason got those ipod speakers,got a cheque from granfather also,the next day all my birthday money went to the bank,i just kept 50$ for the chalet,next day went out with fury and timmons,timmons bought a basket ball and hoop,and clothes from 2001and saw the 200$ macbeth sunglasses,that look like zacky's,then we went to eat at long john,and we were talking about anal beads earlier,then we saw a shop,somehitng like beads passion,those rascalls were looking up skirts in wisma,then after that we went to penis,shared cost with timmons and bought 4 skateboards and split the cost.we bought 4 darkstars,and andy wanted to buy the zoo york,fury bought a stratocaster looking shirt,then went to fury's house to skate,we were drenched,the marshalls sound sounds very sparse,the distortion aint tight like a virgin,but the sound of the craftsman is so much nicer than mine,and the sustain is unbelievable,that night i heard bryan broke the hoop.on chalet day,i was rushing all the way,until fury forgot to pack something,so we almost missed the bus,when i got on,he told me and timmons to go first,because he forgot his toothbrush,so we took 42,andy said he was going to buy the zoo york and a new hoop and ball,i waited for fury for so long,its amazing that there are so many babes at kembangan,when he came we waited for doodle who was over half an hour late,and its true,he has never been on time before,and his hair is longer than billie joe's,we went to tampines to get gifts,wondered for so long,because with doodle and fury you can hardly get things done,so after walking around we went to century square,and we saw that how young girls dont know much,we went to metro,doodle told me to ask the salesman,about the price and the discount,and dammit after saying so much it turned out he was a shopper too,so they bought magnetic games instead and got it gift wrapped,we wanted to avoid the 4 oclock games at the chalet,so we wondered around somemore,and ate at mcdonlads,then we took a bus to dangwees house,we got off at the wrong stop,and walked for killometres,to his house,when we got to his house,he was topless again,he looks like a meat loaf with two brown peperonis,his house was stuffy like mad,when i went in i hit my head on the ash pot it was fucking heavy man,no joke.its like a flower pot,got my head bleeding slightly,then used his toilet,and it was filled with women's clothes,how obstructive,we went to the hall and the whole place is like covered in women's clothes,i hope he dosent steal them,he took a bath,and came out topless again,fury and doodle went into his room and they said it stank like mad,we went out again,and since we met we havent stopped joking about him,we took a cab to siao lian eh's house,when we got there we called him,he called his sister,his sister wasnt at home,so we had to go and buy the 2 pin plug ourselfs instead of getting it from his sister,doodle said,eh why are there so many raindrops on the celeing,danggwee looked up,got a neck flick,doodle is really the pro,but i hit fury's with a frying pan at metro,so its good too,when we got to the bottom of the block,it was raining cats and dogs like ven uses,we sat with a hooker and an old man,then played my lesson 5 video,for them,then since we cant go anywhere,its hardcore,danggwee disturbing,its amazing how much crap i produce when im with them,then we walked to the geylang macdonalds to get icecream then to buy the plug,then dangwee was so pissed that he was shouting into the videocall about glueing edwards dick into his arse hole,after that took a cab to the chalet,the place was dirty,and wet,but still ok,we got there,unloaded,played burnout till dinner,then went down for bbq,we were late,so we got less food,but we had the pit to ourselfs,and the rain came,so we had to stop,and did the gift changing shit,after changing clothes we went for a walk,to avoid the 10 o clock games,we walked for hours,talked about the sad things,teased timid bryan,proving well how timid he was,then we went to the arcade,watched the players,then went back,to our hideout,the sad things again,music,everyhting,then a group of people came,and timid wanted to leave,he was so timid he said he would buy us dinner if we leave so we went to get double chesse burgers and icecream,then went to the arcade again,when we went back,the people were still there,so we went outside our unit,to talk,then after a long time deciding that the games wouldnt be over,we went to walk again,this time the people were gone,and there was a drunk man around fighting his friends,timid ran off without us,then he came when it was raining later on saying he cant find the toilet,when i had to piss to we went back,challenged timid and geraldine to burnout,then they played some fighting game,she won the boys,while i was blowing the bubble wc bought for my belated birthday present from disney,they were great,after that,the class went for supper and we stayed behind,when they came back,we realised everyone in the rooom were males,so timid and i left,senseing somehting bad,later on timid told me somehting about doodle,about his injured leg,getting gangbanged,so he was in a sad mood,couldnt walk properly,later on we went out to comfort him,then we went down and fooled around,and rested,then i went to get my breakfast,mc spicy meal,woo,then after that went back after lots of sad talk,and pull ups,when we went back,most people were already asleep,played burnout,and watched timid fool around in bed,took a bath,on a stolen towel,then went to sit,couldnt lie down,the beds were full,soon,the sunlight was out,went for breakfast,dangwee treated us,i was in super laughing mood,cant control myself,then went back,timid fooling around in bed again,doodle sleeping on the floor,while im in bed touching timid's face,after that,waited for doodle to take his bath,he does things that really make me say cool,like he says,he jumps out of the bath curtains and surprise himself,then turnsaround and flex his butt muscles,in the mirror,and shit while bathing,after that we went for lunch,timid was in sad mood again,dont know if it was what happened in bed or the call from his mum,even his hair was blown the wrong way,we went back,they slept,while i trained on burnout,we wnted to go escape,but it was raining,they got the beds,so i just had to lie down on the floor,i notice,doodles head rolls around when hes sleeping,and elin's foot tapps twice once in awhile,after waking timid up,we left for home,we ran in the fucking rain,then took a cab,to his condo,then i ran home,when i got home,i checked the ite results,i got into building,my 8 th choice,so fucking lousy,ill rather sell fruits.i went to sleep for 20 hours then woke up at noon,then appealed for office though there aint vacancy,and results will be out on 10th,i went to timids house,to skate with him and timmons,wasted lots of time,the went to timmons house,bryan broke another hoop and timmons was in a state of sadness,we went off...
went to vivo city instead of the wedding dinner,bought a shirt from g2000,watched glenn get his lousy hair cut at jean yip,and read the men health magazine,its really usefull,but to bad i dont buy them,went to pick up glenns weird friend,then went to his house,then went for supper,he ate those lamp marrow,which was damn disgusting,then we went back to glenns house,jasmine took the car home,while glenn fetched me in the bmw home,he taught me about the gear shit,then reached home around 11,bored myself to around 4 then to sleep...
dinner at grangmothesr house was horrible,got a mc chicken at msdonalds after that,then waiting for 4 oclock now,i still dont know why ure angry...

2006-12-23T20:52:00.000+08:00

you made my day,i hate today

not because you made it

but because you said it

were you joking?

i think not,but if i work it another way round,its true then

him=yes?

me=no?

i think so

its quite so obvious

im jealous

ive waited

no matter what,you are my frist priority

but today,i lied

im sorry

but you wont mind that i lied

you mind that ! @#$%% %)^% YOU

so wake me up when december ends

went to parkway today

ate the japan food

i ate vegetables

its the last lesson of the year

<3>

2006-12-22T01:31:00.000+08:00

you saved me

1	F8BTY	Nitec Beauty Therapy	CE-SM : College East
2	F8SVR	Nitec Service Skills (Retail)	CE-SM : College East
3	F8SVO	Nitec Service Skills (Office)	CE-SM : College East
4	F2DAV	Nitec Digital Audio & Video Pr	CE-SM : College East
5	F2MMT	Nitec Multimedia Technology	CE-SM : College East
6	F2ICT	Nitec Info-Communications Tech	CE-SM : College East
7	F2AFS	Nitec in Applied Food Science	CE-SM : College East
8	F2BST	Nitec Building Services Tech	CE-SM : College East
9	F2MET	Nitec Mechanical Technology	CE-SM : College East
10	F2ELT	Nitec Electrical Technology	CE-SM : College East

this shit is done

2006-12-22T00:10:00.000+08:00

why wont you answer?

2006-12-21T20:36:00.000+08:00

relive the old meatal core avenged sevenfold,it was horrible so much screaming and shouting,but the music was good,i made many mistakes in thel ast few posts,dinner was super today,after that the long talk about ite again,then welcome back bleeding season,i think theses days ill listen to more metal shit so i can improve my guitar vocab,and maybe it will be lots of work in ite,i realised,after ite ill be going for amry thats abit too soon,because - its at least the last i can hope for but dosent seem quite possible,unless the army dosent want me.thank you for cleaning my toilet bowl,bleach.it really works well.are you angry?

2006-12-21T14:43:00.000+08:00

woke up at 9 to go to dover,got lost and reached around 11 decided to choose jean yip,came home,gave up,online now.

2006-12-21T01:51:00.000+08:00

something isnt right,i know it,i can feel it,but they do it for me.got a rusty shirt from jasmine today,it looks quite scary,then after that went to get cake and dinner,ate pizza again today,for 3 days straight,and chocolate for over 2 weeks,going to the damn hairstyle shit at dover later,and my mum wants to come so ill let her and i can enjoy thinking in my own land,my hair has a long way to go too,and i finally chose my courses,my parents are so picky so i let them choose instead,well what are parents for anyway.damn,i miss you.i went through everything today,and it is still there,my heart is the same.

2006-12-20T01:53:00.000+08:00

i saw a some tags that destroys today

2006-12-20T01:38:00.000+08:00

im a year older,and a notch more hopefull

<333

havent seen this in a long time

but thanks for remembering

that message meant alot to me

2006-12-18T22:45:00.000+08:00

shit,failed exams,i think only a few of us can retain,but seems like no one wants to,and thell rather go to ite,doodles hair is magnificent,inspires me to go to ite,today i bought them lunch at longjohn after collecting results,then went to penis without fryan fury,i said muse's recording sounds cheap to sherman,and ive never seen him so angry before,then he said they are better then any band you have ever listened to,he seems so psyched up when we got the same points,and kept making calls,we went to buy stickers at penis and the grumpy woman seemed to have pms so we didnt disturb her much,after that went to see guitars and figures,we went to a secluded shop and there was this man soloing like mad inside,his sweeps were super cleans,and whammy control perfect,this is the first time ive heard floyd rose used live,and doodles face was pink like mad,but really he was amazing,and i htink he works there too,irealisedi have no fear of the schecter of being sold i saw so many of them around the shop,we seperated after 6,then i went to suntec for the garden shit,the place smelt great,and i feel great in skool uniform,some old lady saw me and said oh my how can you be dressed in school uniform when your hair is so long and your pants so low,well i miss skool thats why :) back to bleach

2006-12-17T01:50:00.000+08:00

bitch arent you weird you ought to be slapped by dad soon again,hope you didnt oversleep :) to bad im a kind person with not much actions so i wont do anything,slap me if you want,i have a pimple now and i dont know to get rid of it :) hope you have a pimple breakout on your palm :) watch bleach till ep91 today then same thing happened,i mustnt be angry or ill loook ugly :) went to davis today,there was a group of disgusting edward sounding boys there,taliking about basslines,hahahahahahahahahahaha,guichewipes,:) they didnt have the invader and dimebucker,amazing how fast theyre gone,so i didnt buy anything,went to guitar77 and saw beez there,he looks like the F4.3 form teacher,and i saw the omean six fr extreme oh my it was beautifull and it was at the corner :) after going to penis for so long i finally realised there are other music shops around,but i was in a rush so rushed to libary to meet mum to watch jack and the beansprout,really i dont like watching musicals,but once in a month is ok, :) after the show i went to bras to get strings,i bought the zakk whylde ghs set,the strings were 010 to 060 fucking fat,feels like im playing bass now,but i promise after this set ill stick to ernie's extra slinky balls,even though justin says wahlao they are so easy to snap leah,i went to class early but had to start late,but its ok :) i was fixing my strings,not bad im getting faster,though more training would be better,anyone needs their strings changed?i feel i have tooo much to argue about with justin,about the tabsbut its ok,he is too much better than me,it seems i forgot about the swee lee sale today,we saw ex uncle while eating at caffe barre,first time the food there made me full,i told justin i wanted to learn bat country,then he said it was too sudden,he needs to use guitar port to slow it down,ahahahahhahahahaahahahaha,super cheater,but still at least he has guitar port,better than me having fat strings,underpowered guitar,with finger prints :) i wonder if my obssession of power is too strong?should i save money and find out what i really want?or just buy before its gone,well its like angels and demons,pros and cons,my hand bled while fixing the g-string today,but compared to fixing doodle's theres less blood :) now im wondering if i should do as i wish and hog the computer,hahahahaha,this is fun,tell me if you got any corrections on making me a better person :) the queen V stopped working today,im proud of her for stopping :) shows she knows when to stop :) and its good she apologises :) but it isnt neccessary,i know ure busy at work :) i dont mind at all :) sweet dreams :) results in 1 day :) end all the pain :)

part 3

2006-12-17T01:47:00.000+08:00

I was feeling full the whole of yesterday i think bcos of the german pork knuckles i had at Werner's the nite before. It was damn shiok nontheless. Yum Yum. Met the folks & the boy for dinner at Killiney Kopitiam outside my place & the boy had a fucking attitude problem. He was picking out bean sprouts from his laksa & he was bloody splashing laksa gravy on me eveytime he picked out each tao geh. When i told him to stop it, he raised his voice at me. What he din noe was that his sister has a louder voice than him & she will not hesitate to embarass him in public. NB. The nerve! He's becoming more & more like that thing he calls an older brother. Lucky for him he shut his gap after i told him off or else i would have given him one tight slap across his face

part 2

2006-12-17T01:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i smoked in front of the boy after sending the folks off at the airport. I can't be bothered anymore. I never used to do that bcos i used to have some respect for the parents. Now, i dun even noe what respect is.

It was crazy. Tired like fuck after work. Met Kailing for a quick dinner. Went for a short survey that earned me $30. Went home. Showered. Sent parents to the airport with tubs & the boy in tow. Took forever there due to some cock up with the check in. Went ECP Macs drive thru cos both boys were hungry. Went home. Barely slept awhile. Woke up b4 the sun even came out. Definately b4 6am. Sent tubs to Bedok Reservoir to go back camp with his fren. Went home. Not much time left to sleep. Got ready & off to work.

The folks have only been gone for a day or 2 & the house is in a mess. I'm gonna scream at the boy veri soon. He is having holidays & the least he could do is do some simple house keeping like fill up the drinking water in the fridge or something but NO. He is having the time of his life. He has shifted into the parents room, left the com running almost 24/7, whether he is using it or not, ordered pizza & what not for his own consumption (i saw the receipt. it amazes me how a young boy like him can finish 2 pizzas + other side snackers on his own) & im sure he hasn't been home the whole day. I have no proof but i'm sure if i had taken a walk in Orchard today or yesterday or any other day, i'm bound to bump into him. When i got home from work today which was around 7pm, he was sleeping lor. OMG.. I wash my hands off him..
Due to the boy hogging the com & oso bcos i've been nothing but busy, i did not get the chance to blog yesterday. So, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIX! You have oways been like a sister to me for so many years & i hope you liked the mini-celebration we gave you on Friday. Saturday's steamboat at the penthouse may not have seemed like much of a celebration but remember that if it wasn't for your birthday, there wouldn't even be any steamboat right? -HUGS-

my sister the super cunt

2006-12-17T01:15:00.000+08:00

Thursday, November 30, 2006

My plan to watch TV has gone down the drain cos the boy is watching WWE. *sigh*

Has anyone heard the song on radio for Team Singapore for the upcoming Asian Games or something? After hearing it in the car with Jane the other day, i've been hearing alot more of it. It's so irritating lor. Can't they get someone who can pronounce proper english to sing the song? What the hell is 'tush' the sky? TOUCH lah...

Speaking about being irritable, taking the MRT to work everyday & taking the bus home has opened my eyes to the embarrassing amount of people that have no basic etiquette at all. I can't stand such people & sometimes when i'm in a foul enuff mood, i put my anger into something more constructive & i make sure my message gets across nice & clear. I've even made 1 enemy on the morning train & even though that stupid aunty still pushes & shoves like there's no tomoro, she has become smarter by steering clear of my way now after i gave her a dose of her own medicine & showed her what it was like to be shoved.

There are so many inconsiderate things people do in the morning train. One is not letting people get out first before forcing their way into the train. And once they get into the train, they refuse to move in. I oso hate those people who force themselves into the train when its obvious that people are oready jammed packed at the doors. Another thing i absolutely hate is when people lean on the fucking hand rail. Just today, while i was holding on to the hand rail, an aunty just leaned on it lah, and so my hand was stuck between her back & the hand rail. I tried moving my hand & all she did was give me a nasty look and so i made sure i grabbed on to more than afew strands of her hair & when she got off the train, the look on her face was priceless. And of cos the smile i gave her was even more priceless. I think she needs hair implants now. Its crazy how many people lean on the poles on the MRT. I see it omost everyday & if you are one of those people doing it, pray hard i'm not anywhere near you.
After a long tiring day at work, all i want is to have a comfy ride home so those people who tend to occupy more than 1 seat either bcos they sit sideways or bcos they use another seat to put their bags, STOP IT cos it says alot about what a lousy person you are. I hate all these disgusting people. Tomoro i'll have to see it all again. It's like on repeat everyday. I think the only thing that still amuses me a little is when once the MRT doors open, people RUN to the escalator. I have never seen that before until i started working here. Fancy wearing such smart & professional attire and all of a sudden, they run to the escalator like as if they are giving out free gold bars. No matter how much of a rush i'm in, i'll never be like that lor. It's quite sad lah, these people. I think someone should film how they behave & air it on the nice TV screens we have at every MRT station. Sometimes Singaporeans really need drastic measures for them to wake up their bloody ideas.

Ikea Tampines is open! Yay!! No more travelling all the way to Alexandra.

schecter omen 6 FR extreme

2006-12-17T00:26:00.000+08:00

2006-12-15T23:00:00.000+08:00

its nothing much,but my sister really ticks me off,i almost said go home and smoke lah.dinner was all wasted by her,but the queen vee saved me from boredom,really should work less,and better stop when ure at poly,and buy the beautifullest clothes :) hope your legs dont commit suicide,and better take care of them,since ure so busy,the next break you have is maybe on christmas only,i wish i can take you home from work :( but i know you wouldnt allow.can i get you something for christmas?its a big mistake for not practicing early,tomorow,will be another wake up late day,going to watch jack and the beanstock or beanstalk,then guitar class after that,its a good reason to say oh,i forgot the notes,but he expects me to memorize them,so ill change the subject.im starting to worry more,but i dont know about what.humbuckers?results?you?.youtube problems again had to stop at 87,maybe ill try again later,its quite hard to think that vivian wants to be a dota pro,but it dosent matter,i just refuse to know more about the game,today is a better day,no icecream but theres yoghurt :)

2006-12-15T15:56:00.000+08:00

yay.great sleep in months.the aircon was amazing today.the bath too.and its the first time i got so much spam,i took around two hours to bathe today,one the cd ended i played songs from my phone then itried shampoo and conditioner over and over again until my skin was wrinkled,what i nice day :)

the other flying V :)

2006-12-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

2006-12-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

what a tiring dinner,i hate cutting pork lamb and chicken,i saw a female whom ive never seen before,she was with another man,and everything about them seems strange,he looks like those young actors,and she was plain beautyfull,i didnt know what happenend but she suddenly stared at me,and i didnt dare look back,on the way out past haagen dazz i walked into a rope and fell,later on slipped and fell,youtube problems once again,i only managed to reach 75-76 part 1 mid way,then the rest was history,i wonder why i keep getting stomach aches,wrestling is at 11.30 today,hope i can get the tv first,and i suddenly thought of buying shoes,but i forgot where the baileys gone too,and the spring field ones look to strange for me,i hope you dont have to work everyday please.i wonder why bryan gets worried so easily,just a hair cut makes him sulk to whole day,and dropping his instrumental set makes him look like he is going to cry,and now the results will be out in 4 days he can wet the bed everynight,and he knows so well he will ddo well and he still worries,he is totally going to die from shock someday i hope.and now he asks will i retain or go to ite?and i told him ill call my mum for almost more then 5 times

2006-12-14T15:29:00.001+08:00

2006-12-14T15:29:00.000+08:00

2006-12-14T15:12:00.000+08:00

finally,a new band with good songs,the confession.i dont think i can find it,because i think it was released today,and produced by matt shadows,what does produced in music mean?but there are only 3 songs in the cd but they song great,and really smooth and soloy,i think one of these days ill go back to bras basah to get more hardware so i can have a more creative set up,the lg repair men came when i was watching tv,then they said hello,ni de p40 you wen ti ah?i dont even know what the fuck yheyre saying and they kept calling me mr david,then i called dad and he said the remote control wasnt working so i told the men,they tried and tried,but it still wont work,and after awhile they discovered there were no batteries,and too bad,we never have extra AAA batteries at home,so i told him we dont have it,then he said sorry i cant help,but smart as a female he took out batteries from the dvd controll and showed it wasnt working and said he willl cancel the appoinment so i dont have to pay,and after that i had to sign my name,and now i remmember how awkward it is to hold a pen and write.

2006-12-14T00:56:00.000+08:00

heart is pounding,head is pounding,mum just said she wont allow me to spend my birthday money,and i should learn to save,wtf,im still fantasizing about the dimebuckers,i wish i can kick the les paul boy's ass someday,cocky dickhead.i saw i lightning outside the house while reading the papers after wrestling,how interesting is that.i hope you dont over work,and rest more pleaseee.youtube seems to be working good today,and i got a testim from one of the flying Vs,what an intresting surprise,i still get the down rhythm by blink 182,and i realised the recording wasnt really good at all,so it isnt my fault.and lin stop telling me i can go to sec 5,because im super sure i cant,anyway if i cant,we must have an icecream fight,and you have to pay for damages and the icecream:)i asked nam about the rhythm treble shit and like i expect he is too smart for me to understand much though,and asked me to see beez at guitar 77 just to change humbuckers,seems quite crazy as i dont like the lot there,or was it 2001,anyway,seems like uncle has moved on,and realised he is too kind perhaps,so its full $45 again

2006-12-13T15:29:00.000+08:00

my mums such a fool,she lost her car keys,and cgh,and got a call from my grandfather that the keys were in his bag,the last time my mum left her handphone on top of the car and drove all the way home without realising it,she should buy me a car insteaad,gm gave me money for my birthday but,she put it in some wet plastic bag,and its being dried in the sink,i feel guilty on having thoughts on spending the money since she keeps telling me to save the money instead of spemding ti.in a few days,the results will be out,and the rest is about growing my hair,i think i wont talk about guitar anymore,since its going to cause arguments,so ill just shut up.how work anyway,have fun alright,if not can give me tution anytime

2006-12-11T18:34:00.000+08:00

why wont you let me?

2006-12-11T15:27:00.000+08:00

bad day,awoken by 2 damn calls in the morning and the worst is the tone is like crap,so no choice,i had to unplugg it,afternoon,no lunch,i decided to cook noodles,then half way though,there were no eggs,i watched that sad english show,now i remember how much i miss jessy,if only i had taken better care of her during 2003 new year she would have been alive,i miss you!mum was fussing about her sex and the city dvd that wasnt able to play on the com and the dvd player,somethings wrong with the whole system downstairs so i cant watch G3 also,what do i do?polar is sick and he stinks so badly,my arms are like when i was in p6,weak,i realised that im in greenday mode today,and i got the whole bullet in the bible album in my com,hoooray,im suddenly in the mood to perform,when i was on the way out for lunch today,i saw this person in my street whom ive never seen,she loooks like a netballer,but still im not intersted :) my right leg's double bass is getting stuck,i cant play normal beats now,it just keeps doing a double real quick,and yesterday,i didnt understand what a single piece of my homework means,seems like i have to xome up with some excusse,but next week is the week,results day,i hope douche bag remembers his promise,i pass,i get him ljs,i fail,he gets me any pizza i want,maybe i should practice more guitar this days,my guitar mode encyclopedia is collecting dust,but the more i go for lessons,the more i disagrree with justin so when i quit its time to stop doing covers and do my own shit :)hey hey hey hey,and stop,now hey jhey hey hey hey hey a minute aaaay yeahhahehhaahhahhhhhhhh,i want you to know,i want you to knowoooohh,you been so good,sidcb,you been so good to me errr,you been so goos to me eer,you been so good to me errrr,you know you make me wanna shout,lift my hands up and shout,lift my hands up and shout,lift my hands up and shout,lift my hands up and shout, lift my hand up and shout,hey eh ay eh,hey eh ay eh,ahy yeah yeah yeahee yeahheee,ahy yeah yeah yeahee yeah heee,doing something now,doing something now,doing something now,doing somehting now,doing somehting now,doing something now,doing something now,doing something now,doing something now,doing something now,doing somehitng now,doing something now,shu be do ba pup pup,shu be do ba pa pa,shu be do ba papa,always look on the bright side of life,hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo ho ho,always look on the bright side on life,hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey,always look on the bright side of life,heh heh heh heh heh heh hey heh,always look on the bright side of life,hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey,HEY,eh A eh A,eh A eh A,way eh eh aye ee aeyee,yay yay ee yay ee yay eee,(i dont know what hes saying)sounds like do be laobe lao,do be lao be low.....turn up and shoutout,turn up and shoutout,sho sho sho sho sho,scream,eh eh ay eh,whey egh eh eh,whey yay ee yeah ee yeahee,way yay ee yeah ee yeah ee,shout shout shout shout shot shout shotshoutshot,wo oh,wo oh oh oh oh,no body likes you,everyone hates you theyre all out without you having fun,

2006-12-10T23:24:00.000+08:00

drats,because of my mistake this morning i feel so shitted,whoose ass did i come out from?spent most of the afternoon helping pops with the tv and amplfiers,screw youtube a second time,67th stopped somewhere and all the other videos just wont load.does it happen to anyone else?or just the addicts?none of the guitar mags seem interesting this time,no more from popular,so just mph now,the whole day is boring
sundays seems like the worst days,though its good,yay the queen of queens isnt angry :) you surprise me when i least expect it :) but nothing to do now,geraldines english is improving amazingly fast,but i think i ticked her off when i cant talk too long,well well,be happy,ure getting ur pay soon,so can buy me lunch,or dinner or supper,or christmas presents,merry early christmas <3

2006-12-09T23:20:00.000+08:00

this is my happy blog,i wont spoil it

screw youtube

cant load ep64 and 65 is already ready

2006-12-09T15:29:00.000+08:00

thanks for making me smile

ill stop bleaching until class is over

<3>

2006-12-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

arh super backache :)

i cant sleep in peace when calls keep coming in :)

so im going to disconecct bohahahaha :)

take me out someday ok? :)

bleach is giving me headaches now :)

some problems :)

but i wont be defeated :)

im a human,and you miss humans :)

you made my day :)

im happy,hope it will be as good when i go to sleep :)

(::)

2006-12-08T03:15:00.000+08:00

36 episodes done

anlene this is ur surprise,sorry,if you dont know,bleach kills,but my will to live is just too strong,bohahahahaha

veril,promised ;)

2006-12-07T02:58:00.000+08:00

14 episodes done

2006-12-06T01:51:00.000+08:00

damn,youmade my my tuesday by saying g'nite,then doing somehitng i accidentally read my blog which spoils everything,i told candice and anlene today,i feel better,i havent seen you in 2 months

2006-12-05T15:27:00.000+08:00

i did it

2006-12-05T14:56:00.000+08:00

if i manage to do it today,ill blog here less

clare i hope ure right

but its too impossible

2006-12-04T23:53:00.000+08:00

less time i wish

boredm

book ended

no wwe

a7x tokyo

wish you can msg more

insomnia

hungryia

ftw

bye

2006-12-03T23:15:00.000+08:00

today isnt a better day,nothing is better,im more afraid,i feel more threatned,woke up at at 10+ and went to expo soon after,there were so many cars,the models were beautiful,though you look tons better,i saw a full blond version of you too,real hot,i wasnt concentrating the whole time,i didnt know what i was expecting also.i just feel so lousy,douche bag doodle sent me a video,its damn sad,and its in my friendster acc.and his getting his pay,hope we can do something,i think hell be a good father,his money planning seems good,but i want to be the best husband ever,sorry icant concentrate...so many htings just is nappening,i was so frustrated at cote d azur,that i went to parkway,i like walking alone,but i would love if you were here too.i went popular,and they had so little magazines,then i went to grammaphone,so many dvds i want,so many cds i want,but i know i wont listen or watch them,i need motivation,it feels like that time of the year again,but i wont die,love keeps me alive,name told me to get the RG321 today,if its months back ill prolly have bought it,because its so sharp,but now ive learned something called the floyd rose,so i need that now,and he told me about tremol no,which save the guitar,with that i wont have to change a guitar if the string breaks,because of the floyd rose,but hes in viet,so i dont know,anyway i dont have 400$ and this morning my dad asked me what i want for my birthday,i said i dont know,he asked,a guitar,then i said i dont know,he said i shpuld get i better one,then i said i can use mine for around a year more,then he said what guitar am i interested in,i said sheter,then again-mei you ting guo leh-dammit,he should go out with me next time,he said the word budget,then i forgot everyhting else,why didnt i tell him,all iwant is you?fuck my mind,i dont know why,whats happening,i think if i tell the nette ill feel better,im so lazy to bathe,when was the l;ast time a bathed?yeaterday?dman,theres royale rumble today,too bad its on demand tv,serousi shit

2006-12-03T01:42:00.000+08:00

clare says:

actually it's vcd

clare says:

lol

says:

fuck

clare says:

why?

says:

what time did it start?

clare says:

umm...not really sure

clare says:

why?what happened?

says:

i opened 3 web pages today

says:

friendster,my blog,nokia

says:

and the rest of the time on msn

clare says:

yeah?

clare says:

so?

says:

i duno

says:

ask me somehting

clare says:

what did u eat for dinner?

says:

fuck

says:

i forgot

says:

cake

clare says:

dinner?

clare says:

...

clare says:

why?what happened?

clare says:

why do you want me to ask you something?

says:

because im bored

clare says:

...

clare says:

did u watch tv?

says:

clare says:

i didn't go out with my mum for dinner just to watch the sneak preview of the harry potter trailer which was after the movie shrek+_+""

clare says:

TOOOT*

clare says:

i was eating noodles onthe coffee table and i went to grab the table clothe

says:

cut it down

clare says:

sigh..should just post in my blog

says:

me too

clare says:

wth!

clare says:

blogger problem?

says:

no problem wha

clare says:

aya..nvm..ok already

says:

yay

clare says:

haha?

says:

look>

clare says:

why?

says:

its ethan

clare says:

+_+'''

clare says:

i know it's ethan

clare says:

he's my nephew you know

clare says:

cute eh?

says:

yea

says:

i htink he will be a super bully next time

clare says:

why?

says:

because i think so

clare says:

2006-12-03T01:39:00.000+08:00

'm carrying your heart in mine says:

so how's your result

says:

what result?